April 28th morning

Getting ready for pt second to last session that company will allow. Apprehensive about going back to work, boss hasn't changed really at all unfortunately. Will have to adjust my radar at work.

April 28th, 2010

Just had a serious talk about our relationship. Don't feel real good right now about myself. It's hard for me to not let others affect how I view myself. Just when I think I have gotten to a certain level attained in positive movement, the one person that I really care about their opinion from comes around and knocks me down. Hard to look at this person everyday and think they actually like me.